i was walking outside with my mom once and a little boy pointed at me and yelled "mommy! whats that thing!?" and she told him "its just a stubby fat midget hun, dont point or stare." and it made me so sad! i cried all day. i felt so fat, and i tried sticking my nub in my mouth to puke but it JUST WONT FIT!!!! i cant do anything! i'll never build a house of cards!! i'll never plant my own garden!!! i'll never get to use heroine the RIGHT WAY!!! i hate my life and everything about it!!!

i know how it feels 2 be diffrint!!!!!!! its ok!!!!!! GOD STILL LOVES YOU!!!!!!!!!!